To My Family, Pissed off Now, Just wait a minute

To Patti, how dare you be pissed off at me and upset with me, yes how dare you and how dare you bring up my financials in public and tell me to get a job, where is your job, HUH?
I am so disgusted with you and am guessing that you feel the same about me and frankly i no longer give a fuck about it. I miss Bradley too and am sorry he passed away but you my dear are a lazy fat pig, so why don't you get a job, at least I have health issues which keep me from working at the moment, and what might your excuse be.
Unfortunately overweight is not an excuse or a health issue, so be pissed off at me for this too, you and your girls tell me I am too skinny I can say and say without a doubt at least 2 out of 3 of you are too fat. I am not done yet, how dare you tell me what to do and who I can talk about in my video, as a matter of fact I hope I get on the show now! And by the way I have a job, Just to let you know!Also you selling everything that Brad ever bought you and the kids, how dare you,did you need the money that badly, guess it will keep you unemployed and happily eating for at least another a year or two.

To Derek , you my dear young man are an idiot and a stupid little drunk and whatever, you have never held a job and did you know what your mom and Grandma did after your dad died, yes they went to the police and were going to have you removed, so keep on sticking up for them and all that, I can bring up so much shit about you, but I won't yet. You my young DNA relative unfortunately are the true reason your Grandparents never got to say good bye to their son, your father, get over it and if what you say is true , get fucking help and call the police. Oh and by the way, get a fucking life and a real place to live, a blow up air mattress at Mommies is not a home.And by the way you little asshole, quit calling down my home and house because at least I have a home and also to you I have a job. And sticking up for your sisters after all this time, what a switch for you, thought you were  all about you and none else at least that is the way you have acted over the years.
To Adrienne and James, well you two , i really have no use for, you use people while you are not talking to others and then you buy people if you need them in your life, yes you do! You tried to buy Mom and Dad for years and now you are buying back Patti and the kids, and the spawn of Michelle and Jays. Yes spawn, whatever!
Though I do have to thank you and James for trying to buy Matt and I for a bit, we got some great stuff with those walmart giftcards, guess i won't be getting one this year, just give mine to Patti, that should help you lift your conscience a bit more, must be hard not to talk to someone for three years and then all of a sudden they are dead, can't imagine the guilt!
By the way tell your Fat Husband to phone here and threaten to sue me again, I am ready and waiting. That is one of the only times he has phoned here. OH by the way you are FAT too, guess that gym is not working too well for you. Oh and by the way I did mourn for my brother which is more than I can say for you or your husband. You are pathetic and please feel free to comment about this, using your real name for a change.
So Good Luck to you and James, Have fun and fuck off, as for your boys, I don't have anything to say and really don't give a shit, have never had two people semi related to me who I have felt more distant from until now. No need to say more, oh maybe just one more thing, as a decorator you suck and country is out, pick up a new magazine and read it. Not sure what they taught you at college but it is out of date if we look at your house.
Michelle, well as far as you are concerned , I think you are a total bitch, liar and money grubbing whore! Just my opinion, and I stand by that. As for your husband, useless and unfriendly as hell so I have little or nothing to say to him or about him, but watch what you say you little bitch, because eventually you will get what is coming to you, and please keep on sticking up for that fat bitch you call Auntie, maybe she will buy you and your spawn something else, good luck to you, I hope your child grows up to be nothing like you, at least then she will have a chance, glad you married for money, but always wonder what the hell Jay saw in you?
Charlene well here is to you and your son, both of you useless and drug induced to the fullest, I can not stand you or Kory and think of you never, You are a total bitch and a whore to the fullest extent, I wonder how many man have slept with you and been ashamed of it, probably all of them, as for Kory, I have nothing good to say about the little bastard, and unfortunately you didn't raise him so I can not blame you for that.
He is nothing but a pig, druggie and a drunk in every damn way, guess he inherited that from you. You lost your other three children and just so you know I helped with that and wrote a huge letter and talked with welfare on the phone so those three kids would have a chance, never will regret that decision and am so glad they grew up without you. You my dear are a cunt.
Cheryl, you are the worst of all, because you can never actually be honest and again like James you have to be drunk to call me, or need a place to stay, well you are welcome and thank you for that, I honestly thought of all the DNA relatives you would have at least stood up for me a little , but oh how wrong I was. I stood up for you years ago and quite frankly will never do it again. Your children all got your ex-husbands ways to deal with shit and I really want nothing to do with you all. I honestly thought you and I would be close for ever, this is not the case and I truly can say I am done, good luck to you and good bye, hope you actually read this for a change.
As for my parents, well  my father will never read this and I frankly do not care, he is so sick and has done it to himself and I am not upset this at all.  He may be a drunk , But I am sure to put up with the five kids he had, he had to be, 3 drunks, a whore and a fag! I am not defending him but really can you imagine. Yes he is an asshole and has been to me for many years.
As for my mother, she is actually the only person I love and care for and will ever forgive in this family.The rest of you can rot in hell or where ever you end up. I am done and this all needed to be said once and for all. Good luck and Good Bye to you all and Fuck Off.
This is a personal blog and I needed to write this to be done, if you don't like it, I must say it is the only way I contact this family in any way so I had to as I need to be done.

A week gone by

Well it has been an extremely busy week again and I have been working my ass off. My hubby has been really sick for over a week and his ciatic nerve has been acting up extremely bad and he has practically been bed ridden and is using a cane at the moment to get up and down the stairs.
The day after he got back from Vancouver he got sick, so I have been doing all the cleaning, cooking and still trying to get things done as far as our renovations , despite my damn headaches and being constantly in pain myself, though I would not change a thing because I know that Matt would do the same for me if the shoe were on the other foot.
Last night we went to St. Josephs Hospital for an MRI on his back to see what exactly is going on and what can be done and how quickly they can get their shit together and make my hubby better again.
So now a little about me, it has been a slow week here in the house cause I don't want to wake Matt when he is sleeping or resting so I have been doing what I can that is fairly quiet and needs to get done. Projects I have done this past week are build the last remaining wall in the dining room and house that had to go up, made another batch of pickles, gardening, and painting a book shelf and glass doors for it so it will be great in our fabulous bathroom.
This week I have to build a back for the book shelf and get that painted and then haul it up the stairs and put everything away and move the other cabinet into the backroom for a linen closet for sheets and stuff, the fun never ends , let me tell you.
Also this week I hope to get the rest of the electrical ran in the house and get some last little details done and then it is on to mudding and taping dry wall and redoing hardwood floors in the house and then we are ready to paint and start living in a clean and fabulous house.
Life is good. I go to two different specialists this week and then another one in 2 weeks, wow I am so tired of going to doctors and hospitals this last year and wish they would just figure everything out soon or give up, anyhow they are trying and doing their best and that is all they can do.
Will try and get on here more and write a bit more often, sorry it has been a while and thank you for reading, chat with you all soon and have a great night, Back to the Emmys now.

Selfish, REALLY

The true definition of Selfish:

self·ish

 [sel-fish] Show IPA

adjective

1.

devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.

2.

characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.

 

This is the definition of selfish, things of which I am not, no matter what my DNA relatives or those married to them may say. 

Here are the reasons why I am not selfish in my opinion, I took time out of my personal life and flew from Vancouver to Alberta when our mother, your mother in law was diagnosed with cancer and spent weeks with her, when all of my siblings lived in Alberta and two of them within half an hour of her, I was the one to go out and look after her and spend time with her and my father and cook and lean meals for them both and help them out with what they really needed, except for maybe coming into Edmonton for a day after 3 weeks for an hour visit. Get real. I do not regret doing this as it was needed and to all of you , no I was not used, you were lazy!

Years ago when my older brother needed a place to live when working in Fort Nelson BC, I selfishly gave him a place to live free of charge and let him stay in my apartment for months, eat my food and sleep on my couch, selfish isn't it. 

When we all lived in Bowden I lent my older brother my car on a daily basis so he could drive back and forth to Calgary to work, not ever asking for anything in return.

When my one niece a baby and going through surgeries, I let family members stay at my apartment in Edmonton and went to visit her mother at the Ronald Mcdonald house every chance I had. These are all just a few examples of the help and dedication I have given to this family and helped them out, and yet I am the one that is called selfish, get over yourselves and please feel free to comment some more, as I said all bets are off and all secrets are coming out. Nothing will be held back and I am not going to pull any punches with any of you any longer.

I can mention a lot more things I have done for all of you and for others and I would do them again, not for you , but for those I actually do care about and love, you all do not fit into that category at all ever again. I no longer consider any of my family family , but that we share some of the same DNA and that is all. 

I have had it and yes I put my life out there publicly and I will continue to do so as i enjoy my blog and am happy with the video I have submitted to Big Brother Canada and will continue to do and say what I want and when I want to do and say it.

I said that I would not mention you all publicly and kept to my word until you all started slandering and saying stuff about me publicly, now enough is enough and all bets are off, so threaten to sue, threaten to kick my ass and say whatever you like, because I am telling you all I know longer give a shit and I am ready for a fight. What you have said has not hurt nor ruined my days in any way because I am just considering the source and looking at it from that point of view.

If you don't like what I write or what  I put on you tube, then don't look, don't read it, this is the reason I have blocked you all from face book and every other form of contact over the last 3 and 4 months. So my advice to you is do the same.

 

Wow, I am so much a better person

Just so you all know, I have done my Big Brother Video and have upset a few people by doing so and submitting what I have, well this is what I have to say to them oh fucking well!
I did what I did and I am not changing it for any of you so whatever, I am choosing to ignore your comments and all your petty remarks and I am living my life so please quit and go on and live yours. Mind your own damn business and just plain fuck off.
Calling me down and calling my house down does not hurt me at all and is quite frankly making you all look small, so keep it up, by the comments you all have posted on you tube, you have now gotten my fews up 3 times where they were before you started so please keep the comments coming and I will continue to block them and all your email addresses, I am quite enjoying this and am quite happily laughing about it and about you all, not crying at all, and definitely not hurt.
I have also decided since you all want to keep posting shit like this on a public forum, all bets are off and all secrets shall be posted here in my blog, even the reason my parents did not go to Brads memorial, so be careful what you say about me because the gloves are about to come off and I have nothing to loose. Good luck and thanks for nothing. I said in June I would not post anything about the family at all , but you guys figure it is all right to slander and defame my character, so I shall be truthful and write about you, and I mean all of you!

Dry Wall

Dry wall is going up and almost done. This week has been really busy for me and even more so with Matt in Vancouver. I Have drywalled most of the main floor and done most of the taping and mudding as well. Matt left Wednesday afternoon and Thursday and Friday I built a couple walls that had to go in, painted our dining room table and also did my video and sent in my audition for Big Brother Canada.
Yesterday Mara and I went shopping at Walmart with little Ryley and picked up so much shit that was needed here in the house to complete little jobs, today I have to go to Home Depot and the Liquor Store. I built the Bathroom Storage Cabinet last night and then put away everything in there.
Friday night , no sleep at all for me, I was awake from Friday morning till 1pm yesterday afternoon and then finally got a 2 hour nap in. Had an amazing dinner and Jeff and Mara house last night, Jeff Bar B Qd Steak and Brocolli, it was amazing and so nice not to have to eat alone.
Matt had his big party for his parents birthdays last night and it was lovely and long and full of speeches I am told. They had a great buffet dinner and showed video of birthday wishes from everyone. I wish Megan a happy 90th birthday and Bert a happy 85th. Congrats to you both and may we be celebrating your birthdays for many years to come.
Today I am going to try to finish a bit of the dry wall and hopefully get our built in entertainment unit under the stairs started, I am no carpenter, but am learning I can do anything if I put my mind to it. I am determined to get this shit done and start painting in the next week and then do floors.
Life is good and I am happy, headaches are still really bad though I go on and do whatever the hell I can, Have a great day and thanks for checking out.

Our Long Weekend

Well it has been a few days since I have been on here again and that is because we have been really busy here in the house and doing shit around here and getting it done. We have been putting up drywall, a new door on the bathroom and Matt has done some more tiling in the bathroom as well. I hung the new chandelier in the dining room and ran the electrical for that.
On Saturday night we had Matt's birthday party, it was a great time and lots of friends and new friends. Matt and I invited our good friends Wayne, Nancy, Jeff and Mara. We also invited other friends Wayne, Kevin and Suzanne, who I have a different nick name for. Our new friends that we made and invited were all from the street, Peggy and Jackie, Flora, and Louisa, and her parents Dave and Theresa.
Everyone brought food and we had a great time, Matt got red wine and some really nice cuban cigars, all of which he loves. Also Mara made the most beautiful birthday cake for Matt, that girl needs to get into baking or something creative because let me tell you everything she makes we both love. She is just amazing, and I consider her to be not only a great friend now , but more like a younger sister.
Wayne brought coleslaw, other Wayne brought Roast Beef, Paggy and Jackie brought amazing appetizers, Nancy brought us munchies and veggies and dip, Louisa made amazing Lasagne, Flora made veggies, and I must say the most amazing meal. OMG
Matt and I made chickens, potato salad and pasta salad. We had so much food and so many leftovers that we won't have to cook for a week. Thank god because I will be here alone for a week starting Wednesday.
Matt is flying to Vancouver for his parents birthday. His Mom will be 90 next Friday and his Father will be 85, they are having a huge party and dinner for them. I am so glad he is going to see them and spend time with them, as an only child, it must be hard for all three of them and i know that Matt`s dad misses him alot and will be so glad to see him there.
He is also going to go and visit and few friends and see them for a bit, It will be a great time for him and a well deserved break from the house stuff here as well. I plan to keep on plugging along here and getting shit done in the house. I am also going to work on and submit my video for Big Brother Canada so please help me get on there. I am asking everyone one to support me if I get one the show. I know I can do it and know that I will be good television, just because I said so, LOL.
Well that is all for today, feeling a bit under the weather so going to say good bye for now and Happy Labor day to you all.