Selfish, REALLY

The true definition of Selfish:

self·ish

 [sel-fish] Show IPA

adjective

1.

devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.

2.

characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.

 

This is the definition of selfish, things of which I am not, no matter what my DNA relatives or those married to them may say. 

Here are the reasons why I am not selfish in my opinion, I took time out of my personal life and flew from Vancouver to Alberta when our mother, your mother in law was diagnosed with cancer and spent weeks with her, when all of my siblings lived in Alberta and two of them within half an hour of her, I was the one to go out and look after her and spend time with her and my father and cook and lean meals for them both and help them out with what they really needed, except for maybe coming into Edmonton for a day after 3 weeks for an hour visit. Get real. I do not regret doing this as it was needed and to all of you , no I was not used, you were lazy!

Years ago when my older brother needed a place to live when working in Fort Nelson BC, I selfishly gave him a place to live free of charge and let him stay in my apartment for months, eat my food and sleep on my couch, selfish isn't it. 

When we all lived in Bowden I lent my older brother my car on a daily basis so he could drive back and forth to Calgary to work, not ever asking for anything in return.

When my one niece a baby and going through surgeries, I let family members stay at my apartment in Edmonton and went to visit her mother at the Ronald Mcdonald house every chance I had. These are all just a few examples of the help and dedication I have given to this family and helped them out, and yet I am the one that is called selfish, get over yourselves and please feel free to comment some more, as I said all bets are off and all secrets are coming out. Nothing will be held back and I am not going to pull any punches with any of you any longer.

I can mention a lot more things I have done for all of you and for others and I would do them again, not for you , but for those I actually do care about and love, you all do not fit into that category at all ever again. I no longer consider any of my family family , but that we share some of the same DNA and that is all. 

I have had it and yes I put my life out there publicly and I will continue to do so as i enjoy my blog and am happy with the video I have submitted to Big Brother Canada and will continue to do and say what I want and when I want to do and say it.

I said that I would not mention you all publicly and kept to my word until you all started slandering and saying stuff about me publicly, now enough is enough and all bets are off, so threaten to sue, threaten to kick my ass and say whatever you like, because I am telling you all I know longer give a shit and I am ready for a fight. What you have said has not hurt nor ruined my days in any way because I am just considering the source and looking at it from that point of view.

If you don't like what I write or what  I put on you tube, then don't look, don't read it, this is the reason I have blocked you all from face book and every other form of contact over the last 3 and 4 months. So my advice to you is do the same.