Work and Life

Well I am done working for the Greeks for now, and man am I thankful for that. They all have this hellish temper and think they are above people which always drove me nuts. I am now going back to work for a catering company and that suits me just fine as this will allow me to choose my own events which I want to do and when I am available and if I go to work some where else full time it will be perfect. So life is good and I am a happy boy again. I went in today for a meeting a negotiated my wage for both serving and supervising and got what I wanted and what I think is very fair and am just happy that I have a job and it is one that will work around my schedule. With the selling of the house and everything and flying back and forth for both Matt and I, it is perfect.
People always want what they don't have or can not have, I have learned in life to love what I have and live with it. I have everything I want now, a gorgeous and loving wonderful husband, family and friends who will always be by my side, two wonderful dogs, two amazing cats, a decent job, a roof over my head, enough money to pay my bills(barely). This is all I need. i used to dream of everything perfect and thought that you had to have a white picket fence, a big house, the perfect job and a husband who lived in the same city. I know now this is not the case, all you need is love and to work together with the one you love and understand each other and Matthew and I do, so we are happy and I am happy.
Although I miss him lots, I survive everyday here with the knowledge that not too far in the future we will be living in the same city again.Right now all though we are not physically together all the time we are mentally together and carry each other in our hearts and this is a fabulous feeling. I get happier everyday just knowing that I have a man who loves me and someone who I love very much and couldn't imagine living without.
The last 2 days were extremely hard as I was sick and alone and just wanted Matt here beside me to comfort me.I hate being sick and be quite the baby when I am. I also hate not being able to just snuggle with Matthew when I am sick. But that is the way it is for now. Any how am feeling a bit better today and am just happy.