Life is getting so much busier every day and every day is also getting harder sometimes to just get out of bed. I love my job and I love my life and I just get so tired now with the health issues I have had as of late. 2 more appointments this week and then nothing till the 10th of November, so I will actually have a week off from dealing with this shit, it is just hard what is not going on with your own body and still having to deal with it all and being here by myself is not so helpful either at times.
At least ona daily basis I get to talk with Matthew on the phone and hear his voice, I am not sure he realizes how helpful this is somedays and I just thank god that I have that somedays to hold on to. I also call mom a lot and last week talked to my great friend Sandi. Wayne and Nancy have also been tremendous through all of this and totally helpful in every way.
Also being at work is very helpful to me as well and a great thing to keep my mind off of other things. I truly love the new job and am doing great there and plan to stay there for a long long time. I have a very nice boss, and a great team of bartenders who are so sweet and helpful.
Also having all four of the kids here with me is great and I love it, they come and cuddle with me every night and I just melt. It is so cute, the girls all come and sleep with me right away and Mr Sparky crawls onto the bed after he thinks I am asleep for the night and then he cuddles with me and the girls. Has to be a strong little boy until it suits him.
Well that is all I have for now. Talk with you all soon.
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