Well it has been just a year now since we lost Bradley and I tell you it never gets easier , it just gets different. I miss him lots as I am sure my entire family does. My heart will always go out to Patti and the kids as I am sure they feel his loss more than anyone else.
Eve though I do not talk to any of them, they are family and I still care about them and hope they are all doing well.
I can not even imagine what it must be like to lose the love of your life and your soulmate as I still have mine and get to be with him every day.
I am thankful to have Matt here with me and to be able to share my life with him and to just have someone who loves me as much as I love them.
I am also sure my parents feel the loss of Bradley everyday as well, you are not suppose to lose your children, It is just still so unbelievable somedays that he is gone. Probably the best man that will have ever touched our lives. We all miss you Brad!
I have been doing lots of work lately around the neighborhood and getting things done and working my butt off in our house and in our yard. The garden is coming up nice and beans and peas and a lot of other things are already up through the ground, so fabulous, can't wait to have fresh veggies from our garden. Flower beds also look really nice this year. Suppose to get a blue spruce today from Flora and will put that out in the middle of the front lawn. Will look great and cut down on our grass which I would prefer to have as little of as possible.
Also in the last couple weeks I have become the neighborhood gardener , landscaper and I am loving it. Xavier gave me free decision on his garden to do what ever I want and I have to say I love the results thus far.
I created a curved path through the entire back yard and then on both sides I have put flowers and trees going down the path way and a bit of gravel and then a fabulous red cedar mulch over all the plants to add some color, today I am going to try and finish moving some of the plants and flowers and create amazing little beds all over the yard, then plant a small section of grass. I think he will love the finished product when I am all done with it.
I also did Louisa garden and lawn last week and got it all weeded and we put in a huge vegetable garden and flower beds around the entire back of the house, also quite impressed with hers and how it looks. It is a lot simpler than what I have done at Xaviers but am totally happy with it as well.
As for the job front I am still applying and going for interviews when ever I get one, keeping my fingers crossed to get a job soon and go back to work. Wish me luck. OK I have to run for now, time to fold the laundry and then take the kids for a walk and then off to Xaviers to get this back yard beautiful. Have an amazing day and thanks for reading.
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