Monday, August 6, 2012

sleepless nights

Well my long weekend was a total bust and I felt so bad for Matt as when I get ill and have bad headaches , he also seems to pay the price when my moods and stuff get worse due to a lack of sleep and extreme pain. I love him so much and hate when I hurt him because I am suffering in anyway.
Friday night for me was the first of my two very sleepless nights I finally got to sleep and to bed at a little after 5am and then awoke at 7:30am, a whopping 2 and 1/2 hours of tossing and turning , but sleep no the less. Then on Saturday my headaches were so bad and the pain was just a tremendous jumble of everything from my eye being half closed to the feeling of a little man behind my eye constantly poking at me with a fork. Not fun at all. Even trying to nap on Saturday afternoon was unsucessful in every way imaginable, yuck.
Then Saturday night I thought being so tired from the night before I would manage to get some sleep but hell to the no, I was awake till 6:30am and sat on facebook playing some slot machine game till I finally fell asleep lying on the couch so I would not disturb Matt at all, woke up around 10am with the same bloody pain and full on headache which stuck around all day long for Sunday.
All I did was lie on the couch and thank you pain for making me miss Turkey dinner at Waynes' with all the damn fixings. Matt went for dinner , and I am thankful for that as when he is home with me and I am sick , he is constantly asking if I am ok and checking up on me, sweet. He went to Waynes house and had turkey dinner with them and I am glad he went out and had a good time. He got home around 11pm and I was still lying on the couch and had just taken some more of my lovely pills which only work a 1/3 of the time now, please find something that works soon, Thank you.
I got to sleep last night around 3 and finally got a full 6 hours in, so nice and I woke up this morning with the worst pain imaginable in behind my eye, Can someone please remove the little man with the fork from back there just for a day even?
Today I have not accomplished a single thing and that is fine with me as I realize I need to catch up on some sleep and get my head back in the renovating game for this week. Talked to an old friend pf mine from school the other day on the phone and we caught up a bit, that was nice, thank you for the conversation Carol, so nice to hear your voice, I think this week I need to call Sandi and catch up with her a bit and see how things are going. Also going to give Nev a call up in Edmonton and catch up, been so long and really need my girls back in my life again, they mean so much to me and I just miss them all so much.
Any how hope you all have a great remaining long weekend and a Happy Pride to all of Vancouver. Take care and thanks for reading.

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