The Last Time

I wrote this on the plane and just wanted you all to see it.
My advice to all my friends and followers is to please never take life or what you have in your life for granted and please treat every moment as if it were your last. Also do not sweat the little things and remember that sometimes things are just out of our control and we can't change them and nor should we try. I say this mostly for me as this is something I really need to  do for me from now on.I experienced a lot of my last times over the last few weeks and now have some regrets and need to try and move on from those. I just wish I would have known they were the last times for certain stuff.
  Some of these are the last time I got to make love to Matthew in our bed, our last kiss and our last car ride together. The last time I got to look in to Matts eyes as he said he loved me, the last time I would see the cats play in the park, Sparky climbing that tree. The last time Rogue would cuddle up to Matthew on the couch as all 6 of us sat there watching TV.
  These are a few of my last times and I wish I had known they were just that and maybe I would have appreciated them more and gone into all of them with more heart and enjoyment instead of sorrow. So just a word of advice from me to you , take life and hold onto it and cherish everything you have and when you say I love you , say it from the heart , mean it and go with it, as if it were the last time you get to say it to that person. Because you never know, it just may be the last time you do.
  Don`t try to change things or people, because they are what they are and that we just have to accept. These are little things and really in the end not so important that they could ever define a relationship or the love between two people. I really need to remember this and I need to just accept people for who and what they are, I am not perfect as we all know.
  Enjoy everyday for what it offers to you and where it can take you. I write all this for you to read , but for me to live by. I realize I need to change things in my life and the way I am, not the way others are.
  Something I guess we should all do. Take care and I hope you enjoy my blog. Thanks for reading, Love to you all over the world from your Gay Neighbor.