I am Back

I took a few days off and apologize, but I was seriously going through a lot of crap and personal shit that I needed to work out and I was actually quite busy as well repainting the basement suite and helping over at Matts' parents house to put in the new shed and help to remove what was left of the old one too.
I have been in the basement suite trying to redo and brighten it up in hopes of a rental soon. It has been sitting almost empty now for a month and this income is how we pay the mortgage and a good part of the household bills every month. I have gotten 2 of the 3 bedrooms repainted and also done the living room and kitchen area. I need to re caulk the bathtub and clean up the bathroom a bit and then paint the other bedroom and stage it all properly. Lots of work to finish and get it up to par.
As for the new shed at the parents house, yesterday was spent digging in supports and laying out the frame and getting it ready to build the shed. The old shed that was there was an old wood one that had been there god knows how long, and was actually starting to rot to the point of no return. The new one is metal and just has to be put together.
So now for my personal shit this week, I have just been going through a major depression with the lack of a job and also the way I have been feeling about Vancouver as of late. I am really starting not to appreciate the beautiful city that I love. I am more starting to hate being here and the way I feel here on a daily basis is just not good. I need a move or a job that I enjoy. Let me just say I apply for work every day and it just seems that there is way too much competition in this city for me and what I do. Crazy I know. Also this week my great 3 weeks of nonsmoking came to an abrupt ending and I started to smoke my cigarettes again due to the stresses I was feeling. Do I regret this, no I really don't, I have realized I enjoy smoking and I like it, and it sure as hell helps me to deal with the stress I often feel.
Well Matt and are once again starting to discuss the move out of Vancouver and possibly to Toronto and hopefully there I can go back to work at one of my past restaurants and get back to the lifestyle I so enjoyed once upon a time. Well we will see where that goes and what will happen and if we are both ready to make a huge move like that.I will keep you up to date on this discussion and what and when we decide. Maybe this gay neighbor will be coming to your neighborhood soon. Stay tuned and have a great day. I am going to the bar later, need to few soda pops to help me with my week.