The Neighborhood

I am beginning to think this neighborhood has gone to the dogs, it is just becoming bad here some days, now we have these stupid delinquent children who live up the block. Today the little bastards lit a fire using a Gerry Can of gas up the street. I am not sure what their goal was, but the brats sure ran when I said I was going to call the cops and I did.
 I mean really people if you are going to have a child, look after the damn thing, they are not just an increase in your welfare check, well actually I think that is what these kids are unfortunately to their parents. Any ways these are just horrible little kids and who knows what crime they will commit next. All I know is I can't stand them. Not even sure why the little brats are home mid day on a Monday? Filed my complaint with the cops and actually got a very nice officer again today, thank god for that.
 my day was weird and I just feel like I am loosing it in so many ways, this whole unemployment thing is now really getting to me I have never gone this long without a job and it is really just driving me nuts and I try and try to stay busy but it is just so hard to do some days and not even seeming to be worth it at times if you feel unappreciated or unnoticed. That is the way I felt today and yesterday with Matthew and it wasn't him it was me. I just tend to get mad easier lately and I need to find that balance in my life between work and home and I need to do it soon. I swear jobs are just becoming less and less out here and I am not sure why this is. All I do know is that I do apply and I do look, I just haven't found anything yet. I better find something soon, if anyone can help or knows of a job at all anywhere Vancouver, Toronto, or even Calgary, please let me know. Thanks and have a great day.