Yes still no job, but at least I am still here and doing well. I am happy to be healthy and alive and to have my life, but god how I wish I had a damn job and not just any job , but something I would love and enjoy. I know not asking for too much am I? I apply for work every day and keep on looking. I am very determined and really need and want to get back to work. So I guess if anyone reads this and knows of a job in the hospitality industry anywhere, please send me a note.
Today was a bright and glorious day, although still a bit chilly here in Vancouver. I managed to get a lot of things done and completed today. I finished the bathroom and put the light back up and repainted all the trim so I have to put that up tomorrow I guess. Can't wait, it looks so awsome so far and if I do say so myself, just plain and simply fabulous. Also got all the laundry done as well this morning and managed to fit in a good workout. My body will thank me by summertime I am sure.
Got an unexpected call today and am kind of sorry I missed it in some ways. It was Jurgen and I am not sure I want to answer if he does call, because I really don't know what to say to him at all and have gotten used to not having him in my life at all. Some days I miss him , but that is only natural and after the way he treated me I just need to let him go and be done! Though I am still curious as to what he has to say for himself if anything at all and also wondering if he apologized would I let him back in my life, maybe but it would never be the same. It is true what they say, you can never go back, Only forward! I figured that out when I moved back to Vancouver and in my mind thought it would all be the same and life would be like it was 10 years ago when I left, surprise to me , it was not at all! This is probably for the best otherwise I would not be who I am today and where I am now and be with the man I love. So I guess as we grow, so do those around us and life changes for the best and is just meant to do so.
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