I am sure I will survive, just depressed again and just when I thought I was actually over it, today is just sad and not too happy with the whole out of work thing. Believe me I try every day to get a job and apply every day and I just can't believe the lack of response that I get, it just sucks and kills me a little bit more every day and I really just need to get over this and move on. Yesterday I was all set to move to Toronto and had talked with Andi and Tom and Tom was all good with it and now his manic momma doesn't know when she will need me and it is not busy yet and is worried I won't stay the entire summer and I think she wants me back permanently which just isn't going to happen right at the moment.
I was all set to head to Toronto for the summer and Matt and I were going to go from May till September so I can catch up on some bills and see some old friends and just be me again. I am realizing that I am the type who needs to be working and needs to be able to shop and stuff when I want to. Oh well things will fall into place soon. Thats all for now, time to watch Survivor.
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