Tuesday

Well here we are at Tuesday again and what a change a week can bring to us all. I have made all the arrangements now for the move and the flight for the girls and I to leave Vancouver and heading for Toronto and single again, which I never thought I would be at 40 years old.
Anyhow I am leaving on the 21st and all my stuff is leaving on the 20th, I am still totally not in believe that this is all happening and am sure I won't be and it won't totally hit me until I get on the plane and am no longer waking up next to Matthew and seeing him every day and just being able to talk to him when ever I want to and need to. It just makes me so sad and broken hearted every time I even think about it. I have almost finished packing and am getting my stuff slimmed down and gone through in ways I never thought I would have to.
Honestly there is not too many people I will miss here in the city of Vancouver except for a few of my friends who are on Facebook, them I love and cherish their friendships and Tom of course, though he has not been there for me through this as I thought he would be. Most of the other people here that I thought were friends aren't and I am rather shocked at a few of them, their names to come after I leave this city. Your gay neighbor will bringing you all kinds of truths about our little neighborhood in early June from his new neighborhood in Toronto where I will be someone elses gay neighbor.
Anyhow going to watch Glee, have a great night and good luck Canucks, the way you are playing this year you definitely need it!