It is with a huge saddened heart and an extremely sadder face that I tell you all that Matthew and I have decided to separate and I will be relocating to Toronto and Matthew will be staying here in Vancouver, where he is needed and close to his parents.
We are parting as friends and as such we are parting with both a heavy heart and sadness which has filled both of us totally in every way.
It was not an easy decision for either of us to come to , but we realized that it was the only the decision for us to make at this time in our lives, we are just not meant to be together, bad timing I guess. I truly love Matthew and have always thought he would be the man that I would marry and be with for life. Vancouver dealt me some very shocking shit over the years and the hardest part was not working here at all, over the past year or so except for the odd job. This put a real strain on our relationship unfortunately.
I am not sure I have ever been in this kind of love before and know this will be very hard for me to move on in every way. Maybe in 6 months to a year timing will change and Matt will come to Toronto and look me up. That would be so nice.
I want to thank everyone for your support and friendship and for being there for me right now and for always. I am also so thankful to have a new best friend in Matthew. We may not be able to continue as a couple but we will be great friends for the rest of our lives.
Your Gay Neighbor will be coming to you from Toronto in the late of May and I will try and blog as much as I can over the next few weeks here, though things will be busier than usual for the both of us.
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