No Regrets

I have always tried to live my life with a no regret policy and think that I have done really well. I do not now nor have I ever regretted anywhere I have lived, anything I have done, and anyone I have loved. Everything has been a great learning experience and many occasions have been the wrong decisions, but with those I have learned more than I ever thought I would.
I leave Vancouver on the 21st of May and am going to leave this city with no regret as well. I learned that I can experience true love in its fullest and I will always cherish my time here and my times with Matt. I also realize that the grass is not always greener on the other side , but I know that I was meant to be here for the time I was over the last 2 and 1/2 years.
When I moved here, I did so shortly after my split with my partner Dwayne in Toronto and also because I wanted to be in Vancouver for the winter olympics. There was also one other reason for the relocation out west and that was to be closer to Mom for a while and try to reconnect with my family. I have done this and know that I was here to be with her and help her through the roughest time of her life and would do that again in a heart beat.
I can not believe that Vancouver job situation is as bad as it is , but this is just a fact and that is the one thing that made my decision a bit easier. Please don't get me wrong, I do love Vancouver, but do believe that I am truly not meant to be here and this makes it even harder, how can you not be meant to be somewhere when the person you love is there. Bad timing is what I will rack this up to for now.
I leave here on the 21st and fly to Toronto and arrive there around midnight on that day, I am going to go back to work at one of my previous employers and also go back to my old doctor.
It will be a fresh start for both Matt and I and who knows what he cards have in store for our futures, we may meet again and maybe things will be different. All I know is I will always keep him in my life and always be in touch with him. As for my friends and the neighbors here I am not sure I will ever see them again, nor will I probably stay in touch with them. I just can't deal with phony and liars anymore and need to move on!