No Regrets Ever

I have been very bitter in my last few posts and with good reason in my opinion. I vowed when I started to write this blog, I would keep it real and keep it honest and let you into my life and all that goes on and the way that I feel about everything. This I have done and I definitely have no regrets because sometimes things just need to be said when you are hurt and you need to get it off your chest. I need to do this in order to ever forgive and to move on, I have now done this so it is time to get on with life as it now is. My furniture and boxes all leave here next Friday and the girls and I fly out on Saturday afternoon. Everything is packed, the pictures are off the walls and wrapped, handles on all the furniture is turned inside out and the furniture is totally wrapped in plastic moving wrap, so I guess I am set in that way. The way in which I am not set is to say good bye to Matt and his parents, that is not going to be easy at all and I can't believe it is even happening, but as I said I have no regrets and have lived without any all my life. I do not regret anyone I have known, dated, anything I have done, or anyplace I have lived or any part of my life to this point. I have looked at everything and everyone as a total learning experience. I love my life and I truly can say that I love myself even my faults as no one is perfect and I am definitely far from it. I have been in an extremely emotional and sensitive way over the last couple weeks, but feel I am getting better now and in order for me to do that I had to say good bye to all those who have hurt me in the last week and just wish them all the best. And that is exactly what I have done and now I leave Vancouver in a week with no hard feeling on my part at all. Whatever they do is totally up to them, if they choose to hate me, or back stab me then so be it. I know that I have tried to mend fences and say good bye with no regret at all. Anyhow, have a great day and an amazing weekend to all.