It is hard to believe and very weird but as of late I have been having the strangest dreams or shall I call them nightmares and they are so vivid, it is almost like they are real.
Wednesday night I had a really odd dream , I dreamed that Matt had left for an extremely younger man and kicked me and the girls out of the house and then he and his father made sure that I got nothing. It was so real, I woke up immediately and just looked over on the other side of the bed to make sure I was still with Matt and that he was there beside me.
Last nights dream was a bit more relaxed but equally as scary for me. I dreamed that I was offered and accepted an extremely good paying job, the scary part was it was in Calgary. So in the dream Matt and I moved there and bought a house and settled down in cow town. Now don't get me wrong I would love a great job again , but Calgary and I have never really seen eye to eye.
For me Calgary is still not open minded enough for some one like me to live there and to be who I am. Also I don't find Calgary to be big enough for me either. For that matter I find Edmonton worse. If I am going to move ever again it will have to be to a city as rich and as lovely and comparable to either Vancouver or Toronto.
Anyways back to my original point dreams or nightmares and what is the difference. I am not too sure myself and guess we all have our own interpretation of this. Mine is that every one is a dream some are just worse than others, which I guess would make them a nightmare.
Some say every dream has a meaning of different sorts, perhaps I should look it up and find out what these two dreams mean. Anyways I am hoping you are all having a great day. Talk to you soon. Hugs to all from your Gay Neighbor.
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