Friday turned out to be a horrible day and Matt and I actually contemplated ending our relationship. We have are troubles and disagreements just like all couples though ours have always been around sex, sex websites and other men as I think you find in many gay relationships, unfortunately! As I have stated before being of a monogamous nature is not easy in the gay world and is very hard to find. I am hoping that we are now at that stage in our relationship and things will work out.
We did not break up , but had a full 24 hours of discussions and lets just say not all of them were great. We have decided to stay together and work things out and I am happy to say Matt is going to try and be monogamous and I am working on my trust issues and my passion not only for him but for everything in life , which I seem to have lost over the last 6 months.
Your gay neighbor almost left the neighborhood on Friday and I was seriously considering a move to Calgary and then eventually back to Toronto once the weather was better and I was back on my feet with a job and stuff.
So your gay neighbor will continue to write and I do apologize for not being here the last 2 days. I am true to my word when is say that I do believe Matthew is my lobster, my swan, my one. In believing this it makes him my life partner and hopefully my last one. I think if we had split up , I may have stayed single and become what I have hated for all my years. A lonely man who does nothing but have sex with strangers and nevers gets too attached to anyone,. I am not fond of that option.
Oh No! say it aint so guys dont break up....this is just getting really good
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