Damn It Lois

I hear those words at least once a day from Matthew and if I don't I know something is extremely wrong. I am not sure how he ever came to the point of calling me Lois but he did, so I guess that would make him my Peter. If you watch Family Guy, you know what the reference is. I think it is very cute though and has become just another enduring statement from him to me.
Yesterday was a day of running around and grocery shopping and blood work for the doctor next week and then a relaxing day and resting my neck and shoulder which are still a bit sore. Not sure what the hell I have done, but it is done and healing slowly.
Today is another day of basically nothing and just sitting here relaxing and watching Holmes on Homes and the rest of my shows on HGTV. I love that channel and could sit and watch it all day long. I have learned so much from watching it, my education on TV.
Matthew was having one of his low key days yesterday and I know now after 2 years to just leave him alone and let him be and sit and do his think. Every once in a while he goes through a funk and just needs to rest and sleep and watch movies that he likes. We all have days like that and I guess we aren't ever sure as to why. Maybe as humans we just start to think too much and then we get all stressed out and just depress ourselves.
I talked to Mom the other night and I guess that is why I didn't write yesterday, she has not been feeling that well as of late and is getting stressed about her tests that are coming up in early March to see if everything that she went through last year has actually worked. I keep my fingers crossed every day and just hope for the best. The waiting drives me crazy and I just hate it. Especially after last year and watching friends loose their parents from Cancer, it scares the hell out of me and I just can't even and don't want to imagine anything taking my mother away and her not being here with me. It totally stresses me out and I worry so much for her. I try not even to imagine anything being wrong.
Just keep your fingers crossed and put my mother in your prayers and also anyone else who is going through Cancer, it is by far the worst disease and biggest killer out there. And it is not always the disease but the treatment that makes people sick as I witnessed last year.
Anyways on a brighter note, I have a job interview today at Salt Spring Coffee as an Assistant Manager so I am going to run for now and do my research on the company and the history so I am prepared when I go in for my interview. I do this with every company that I interview with. I no longer go into an interview with the attitude that I really want this job as it just gets disappointing now, so I just go and am happy and if I end up with the job, great if not, then it was not meant to be and I will get another interview somewhere in the near future and will eventually get the job that is meant to be. I will let you all know how it goes when I get home. Have a great morning from your Gay Neighbor.