Well it has been a very day again and I am happy , well for the most part I am happy! But when we think of it are any of us truly happy at all times in our lives or do we just fake it at times? I know I do, sometimes you just have to. I am not happy because of the whole job thing and people just keep asking if I am still looking for work or if I had found a job yet. The answer to that is I look every day, no nothing yet. I told Froy today that I am just ready to give up.
I got the dining room table all done and it looks great, sanded, stained and back together. Love the work I did on it and was so worth it. Just sitting here waiting for Glee and then it is time for the Biggest Looser, this is why Tuesdays are good. Been watching all the Glee videos on Utube through the new system on the TV and I have to say I love it, also like those mob scenes where they just start dancing to different songs in really neat places like train stations and stuff.
Just got off the phone with mom and I can always tell it in her voice when she is not feeling well. I hate it when I can hear that. She has her CT Scan on March 7th and then the Cancer Clinic in Edmonton on March 10th. I am so nervous for her and hate that I can`t be there for her when she goes.
Mom is also upset because her best friend Irene Walker who use to live across the street from us in Bowden is not doing so well, we are all very close to Irene and have called her Auntie Irene for as long as I can recall. She has had cancer for years and was told yesterday that they can not do anything else for her and to get her affairs in order. I think those are just horrible things to say to someone who probably already knows they have limited time left on earth.
I hope that I can afford to bring Mom out here so she can spend time with Irene before anything happens. I know that would make mom so happy and also make Irene very happy and if nothing else , don`t we all deserve to die happy!
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