Valentines Day

Happy Valentines Day from your gay neighbor
Hoping everyone is having a great day and this day is for lovers. If you are in love or lucky enough to share this day with anyone who you care about, then please hold on to them and cherish every moment you have together and learn to adapt to them and accept them and their problems and everything that goes with them, for this is a sign of true love. You can not nor should you ever try to change that person. Everything about them is a part of who you fell in love with. Please remember that you can change yourself but you can not change anyone else. I am trying hard to do this and I am hoping that Matthew is able to do the same thing with me. I am a very complex person and also very loving and giving, Matthew is also that way but can be very selfish as well, this is my challenge. I love him very much and desperately want things to work, maybe I want this too much. Can you want to be with the one you love too much? I ask myself that daily.
I am by nature a very sensitive person I am also very animated and far too sensitive. I can also be very volatile and have quite the temper. Yes I can explode on occasion, though this usually happens now when I am provoked or pushed to a certain limit. Sometimes people will push my buttons and that just seems to send me over the edge. These are all a part of me and I need those who are in my life and love me to accept them and learn to live with them.
 It is hard to find someone who you can have a loving, forgiving and trusting relationship with, I am lucky as I have that at the moment. If you ever get it hold on to it an enjoy it every minute and every day, especially on a day like today, for lovers and those who are in love. Have a Happy Valentines Day from your gay neighbor. See you all soon.