Days Gone By

Well it is now Hump Day again and things are going good for your Gay Neighbor. I have been still looking for work even though I feel like giving up. I am applying every where that I can think of including Vancouver and area, Calgary, and Toronto. If I can get a good enough job offer, then Matt and I can discuss a move if it is worth our while.
Been eating myself into depression I think as I am constantly getting cravings for weird things and then i make them and eat them. Yesterday i made Peanut Butter Squares and have already eaten half the pan all by myself. Will need to start working out again soon as that seems to always help with my lack of energy. I am the type of guy who needs to be doing something all the time and the more I do, the more energy I seem to have. Weird that way.I like to stay as busy as humanly possible and this is why the whole unemployment thing just drives me crazy in every way.
Matt cleaned his entire office today and has reorganized everything from top to bottom, now I think every room in our house has been decluttered except the basement tool room, which we will have to do soon I guess. I prepared the bathroom ceiling for painting today and will complete all the ceilings in the house next week I guess.
Tomorrow would have been my grandma Potters birthday. She has been gone from us now for way too many years and I still clearly remember the day of her passing, it was close to one of the saddest days of my life and I know most of my family felt the same sorrow. My father has not been the same since that day. I will give tomorrow a day of remembering to my Grandma and her life and the way that she influenced every one around her.
It amazes me every day that cancer can take so many people without a cause or apparent reason and it just works so fast and eventually takes over your whole body . I have lost far too many people close to me due to the Big C and hoping this will be a year of non loss and just happiness for all. Is that unrealistic.