Well I have been looking for a cheap flight now so I can go and spend a week with my husband and see him and just lie next to him. I miss him so much and just wish that he was here. Today was an extremely emotional and sad day for some reason. Things just hit me and I felt alone again. I was just having a really sad day. I will keep checking every day and see if I can land a seat sale on one of the airlines here soon and make it out to Vancouver for my husband and for PRIDE at the end of the month.
This traveling back and forth is for the birds, but I know that we can make it work, we just may not see each other as much as we originally thought and that is cool, but when we do get to be together we will just have to make sure that we spend the most time together and to spend every minute together in our thoughts even when we are not in the same city. Every day we speak on Msn and I get to see his gorgeous smile and hear him laugh which just brightens my day and makes me wake up and get all the shit done that I need to do. I know it is the same for him. He is my lobster.
I got some good news today and a lead on a job, not that I was worried about that. An old friend of mine in the catering business may be able to get me on as a supervisor with the company he works with. I will just keep looking until I hear anything, because you just never know and anyhow it is what it is and out of my hands at this point. I just have to wow someone and hopefully they won't be some sort of asshole. So back to the job search is going well and I am at least getting interviews with owners and managers and this is more than I got in Vancouver and the energy here is so much more positive. It just makes me happier and more positive as well. I actually want to get up in the morning and go outside instead of sitting on the couch. I am in love with my husband and my new city. Things are great.
Have a great day, Love your gay neighbor!
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