Still Searching for a Flight

I have still been searching for flights and trying to get to Vancouver to see my husband. I miss him lots and just want to be next to him for a week or so. Wayne has offered to take the girls for the time I would be gone and to look after them for me, so sweet of him. Sadly it does not look as though I am going out to Vancouver, Westjet, Air Canada and Sunwing are all too expensive to fly out there at the moment. Crazy I know. I have spent hours looking at flights and seeing when they leave and the costs. With Sunwing I phoned them this morning and this was my question, Why are your taxes double of Air Canada and West Jet and why are they not explained and split up as to what the taxes are? Easy question , I think, not sure why they couldn't answer it.
So I have decided not to use Sunwing unless they have this incredible special on sometime, but at the moment I am pissed at them and am giving you all advice to look at the damn taxes and make sure they are explained as to what they are and why they are as much as they are.
Also tried to fly out standby and was told they no longer do that at all, with Air Canada or West Jet. Not sure why. I am also curious how flights that are not full raise their prices on the last couple days instead of lowering them. This to me is weird as well. I just don't get it.
So it is looking as though I am not going to make it out to see my husband, hoping his room mate Tim will be staying in Canada for another year so that Matthew can fly out here in August and we won't have to worry bout the cats for now. We have been talking lots on the phone and on msn as of lately so it is nice to be together and to see him in that way at least. I still miss my lobster and was so looking forward to being next to him, well I may have to wait and look at flights for him to come out here sooner than later. I love you Matthew and miss you.