One More Day

Matthew is leaving tomorrow night and all I can think is how much I am going to miss him again. The first 6 weeks out here were incredibly hard with us apart and separated, now that we are married and he is going back to Vancouver, it will be incredibly hard. I already miss him and he is here next to me on the couch. The girls are going to miss him again as well and Rogue especially, she just loves him to death. On the bright side when we see him again and it will be sooner than later, my god is it great and I don't just mean seeing him, but being together and looking in his eyes and just sitting and lying next to him. I know that we are both strong enough people to do a long distance relationship and I have had other friends who have done this and done well at it. I also know that I love him more than enough to do this and that he loves me. The changes I see in both of us are beyond what I ever thought possible, but I know they are there and that we have both seen them and are both now reaping the benefits of them and us and the path that life is put forward for us.
Things have been amazing for both of us in Toronto and Matt is now seeing why I love the city and why I need and want to be here so badly. I find Toronto so much friendlier and outgoing than Vancouver and also so much more outgoing here and also find myself so much more outgoing here as well, as I am sure Matthew has noticed.
I do have to close with one thing though, with all the congratulations and good for you guys that we received from a lot of our friends, there were a few that were just idiots and could not even muster a congrats or glad for you. To those people well, at least we are in a relationship and are figuring out how to make it work, as far as I know the three of you I know about are all single and just to say none of you have had or are in a relationship and have been single for as long as I can remember. Tim you were just an ass, Jurgen well your response was just rude and stupid at best and to Nicola, well let me say, just a huge disapointment in every way.We are happy and that is all that matters and to all you that can not be for us, it really does not matter to me what the hell you think.