Matthew is so cute since we got married! Well he was before, but now it is just adorably cute and so sweet. He texts me every morning to say he loves me and Good Morning. I look forward to those so much, it just makes my day to see those words from someone who I truly am in love with.
Things do work out for the best and if you just wait and let things run their course then everything will end up the way it is suppose to be and you just go with it and accept what life has in store for you. Yes we make our own paths and choose our own ways , but not without a little help from others.
I honestly thought when I was younger and being teased and picked on and ridiculed before I even knew i was gay, that I would never be this happy and here I am. So just to let you know, if you are a young gay man or women and people are judging you and being ignorant, life does get better and you can be a very happy and openly gay person and live your life for you. I know I am now!
When I came out and told everyone who needed to know that I was gay, life became very different and and much harder for me in many ways. I went through many disfunctional relationships and had a terrible time in the public eye and with some of my I thought were friends and a few family members as well. And yes I understand this was hard for other people, but it was especially hard for me. I was just finally figuring out who I was and where I belonged in the world. No more pretending to be someone else.
I think this is the hardest thing for any gay or lesbian person to do, because all of a sudden life changes for you and everyone around you and things become very different in every ones eyes.
All i am saying in the end is that it is worth the wait, so no matter how much people bully you, pick on you and belittle you, hold on, because it gets better you just have to wait it out and let things run their course. I know it is hard and I would not have believed those words myself, but it happened to me and now I do. Good luck to you all and thanks for reading. have a great day, Love your gay neighbor.
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